JYJ The Beginning Showcase tour

I know this is ages ago (17 October) but I just got the pictures recently (and I'm lazy to blog).

The showcase was held at Expo hall 3 at 8pm. So after 1 hour of queuing, chatting with Ryana and her friends at the start of the queue (it pays to have friends that arrive early to queue heheheh), finding my seat in the middle of the hall and testing out Paulina's camera, the showcase kicked off at 9pm!

Fast forward over the MC and his cold jokes, the boys came out! =D (and yes, they're hot)


This was taken to test out the camera's zoom and clarity. JYJ!

And a wave of their pics! =D I couldn't get anything good since I was so far away despite the $170 category A seat, but something's better than nothing!









They performed Ayy girl, empty, be my girl, chajatta and be the one. I think they performed another? An encore or what? I'm not sure =(

oh, for the fans, the MC asked, "What are your ideal girl types?"

Junsu, "As long as the feel is right. I like girls that are feminine, but I think that its cool if they wear pants sometimes too."

Jae Joong, "As long as she loves me." (gosh what is this? He was so sad while saying it some more.) After some pressure from the determined MC, he added, "She does not need to learn the piano but she needs to have nice hands" (As expected of JJ LOL)

Yoo Chun (erm I forgot what he said. oops. I will add it here when I remember!)

And Junsu was forced to do his sexy body wave haha
The MC asked something like "who dances well/ does anyone has some special thing?"
and JJ and YC were like, "JS!!"
LOL

And i painstakingly protected Paulina's camera. It was almost confiscated by the security guard ZOMG
There were some cute girls that used binoculars so that they can get a clear view. (One was flashed onto the screen ;O and another was quite near me)

P.S. There were 2 videos shown, one was their sweet message to fans and another on the production of the album and the producers' comments- they were positive. DUH! <3) Both should be on youtube.

the great reunion. not.

Its a new semester and I've made a bad impression on 20% of the class, "him" inclusive.
Before you think that the he mentioned is someone that I'm having a crush on, STOP!!!
The thought would damn me into mad-bad-luckness-omgwtf-how-could-you-think-that-my-goosebumps-are-dropping-off-hell. He's the number one on my "EEW" list. I've never shown my dislike for someone openly until he came along.

Without further ado, let's get the bitching started.

I shall skip the "mari kita" incident since its too embarrassing for anyone that lives on earth. But then again, I'm bad, and I have this revengeful streak. I shall tell anyone that asks. Heh.

The "papaya milk" incident:
Jane (j) holding onto yellow drink. I'm standing beside Jane. He's (h) sitting on the table.

h: what's that? papaya milk?
j: no its not. if its papaya milk, ellie should drink it.
(since jane's chest is bigger than mine)
h, to me,: want me to help you measure?

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like, wtf?! _|_
Apparently, he never saw papayas before. Or he grew up with yellow papayas. -.- Plus, didn't you tell Jane and I that us 16 and 17 year olds are hard to click with? Because the maturity level is different? I am sure that our bodies are just as undesirable too. So much for different levels.

Today morning, I was walking towards class and saw h along the hallway.
h: hello ah lene.
(rolls eye x10000000000000000000 even though i only did it once to him then)
Only my grandparents call me that okay?! I'm not even close to you lars plox!

Now, take that you! This part quite lol. Hahas *bleah*
Teacher: okay, get into your groups of 5 or 4!
*h stands up*
h: ah, TB05, TB05!" (that's the name of my previous class, and unfortunately, he was in it too.)
*no one responds*
h: ah, you all just nice, enough people...Wah, pangseh me, outcast the only guy.
me: you were never a part of us in the first place.
h: !!! Wah I very hurt sia.

Meh. You think I care? Maybe only about the bad impression on my new classmates that didn't know what he did and said before.

*after class*
h, to jiayi,: ay your senior very hot lehs.
jiayi: eh? why hot?
h: I, I don't know lehs, just very hot.
h: ta hen shao, ta hen shao. (in english, this means, she's very burning, she's very burning.)

lol. seriously.

You know what, I don't care if you sees this post. Because its all true. The best thing that you might want to do is to ignore my existence and always keep a distance of 10 metres away from me. Oh, and also, pray hard and try not to get into the same class as me again. Don't worry, I'll pray just as hard too. No, scratch that. I'll pray so hard the skies fall down.

Love,
the blond bitch.

♥

Today is the birthday of 2 persons- one gave me life and one gave my life meaning (if life is about friends, anal dorks, shopping and fun)

birthday wishlist

heheh here is a list of things that i want and somehow i'm not buying them, so interested parties, buy them for me! =D

1. 1st to 4th DBSK korean albums and Japanese albums (i think there's 4) =)
2. [The...] by JYJ! (its a mini japanese album)
3. [The Beginning] by JYJ ♥♥ (this is the english cd, not to be confused with [The...] and yes i want this a looooot!) GOT THE LIMITED EDITION MYSELF -ONLY 99,999 COPIES WORLDWIDE ZOMG
4. rose scented from body shop ♥ (Paulina's getting this for me al heheheh ♥)
5. $$ in a nice envelope (yes, very practical and byl. look under my "♥" list. money is impt kays!)
6. anything self made (needs to be nice) thanks, zoey!!

+ hand written birthday card!
+ lots of love

will update if i think of more!

Went to Giselle Ma's aunt house to bake cookies today!
chocolate chips set in cookies with vanilla essence <3 i made a biscuit which looked like a J (for jaejoong) before it went into the oven. when it came out it looked like an inverted L though =( cos it was too fat lol

and gima said that i had an accent. that i don't sound Singaporean in a good way (is there a bad way?) haha
then her relatives (cousins Ian & Keith, who was on his Lenovo all day and aunt karen - they're real friendly in those western kinda way; they say hi regardless of who you are) agreed, and Ian said that i do have a slight accent, but he couldn't place it.

hmm i remember that my aunt said that its good if someone says that to you. because, if someone asked, "did you study abroad?" or, "where did you grow up?", it means that your mastery of the language is there =D
but im not sure if they meant it that way hahas

well anyway, i made a (super) shocking discovery!!
anyone knows of the celestial zone series? its a Singaporean comic. and the author/ illustrator is Giselle's aunt's husband's brother = Ian's uncle (simpler to understand and not too far of a relation)
Gima's cousins had the celestial II series, the celestial point 21 series (i put point as i always thought it was celestial 21 - never noticed the dot) and the celestial X series (its the latest collection =))
AM STARSTRUCK.

had lots of fun baking, chatting and reading comics =D but i didn't get too much of a chance to read...was caught up in chatting with gima =( well its a good thing

haha, and gima's aunt bought this...mexican dip from pie kia. its great with plain crackers - imagine cheese with tomato spaghetti sauce with mild tasting kidney beans - you get the idea

and im fixing my own dinner =) ah, don't worry, i didn't cook anything, so i won't get a stomach ache. plus there's no school, so i don't need to visit the doctor for an mc =) going to marry someone that would cook for me. heheh. or someone that is rich enough to employ a maid? nah i would most likely be able to hire a maid ahahahahah!

time for dinner~

P.S. you know its time to cut your nails when there is a lot of eyeball poking =(

Resident Evil Afterlife

As Jane gripped and clawed at my shoulder, I was hoping that the Alice clones would last longer and something more interesting would twist the storyline. This film would be nice for RE fans looking for a commercial inspired flick... Would revisit RE 1, 2 or 3 any time.

Listening to Miss A's Bad girl good girl =)

P.S should i create an anonymous blog?

little miss nonchalant

Paulina says that im nonchalant =(
maybe i am... HAHA i don't really mind
this picture (drawn by paulina on msn) is max cute!! =D

beauty is indeed in the eyes of the beholder

I shan't start on who I think is not pretty (in fact, pretty average) but is somehow deemed sweet, cute, blah blah by guys. Anyway, on a happier note, no matter how you look like, there is always someone that you have taken his (or her) breath away from.
Hur hur, idk why i suddenly want to say this, but, yeah. =)

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Fukai Mori♥ D.A.I


uploaded by eduardork11 @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NR8OVA-iCrA
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words, music by D.A.I
arrengement by D.A.I / Seiji Kameda

fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
okizari ni shita kokoro kakushiteru yo

sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru

chiisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na

bokutachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushiteku sukoshi zutsu
itsuwari ya uso wo matoi
tachisukumu koe mo naku

aoi aoi sora no iro mo kizukanai mama
sugiteyuku mainichi ga kawatteyuku

tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo

toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mou ichido toberu darou

bokutachi wa samayoi nagara
ikiteyuku doko made mo
shinjiteru hikari motome
arukidasu kimi to ima

bokutachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushiteku sukoshi zutsu
ikinari ya uso wo matoi
tachisukumu koe mo naku

bokutachi wa samayoi nagara
ikiteyuku doko made mo
furikaeru michi wo tozashi
aruiteku eien ni

tachisukumu koe mo naku ikiteyuku eien ni
Transliterated by takaracarol

you

right now, i am researching and thinking of ideas for my individual oral presentation on Monday. but i am suddenly reminded of what you said. and i remember the shock and the pain you inflicted on me, no matter how you intended it, no matter how meaningless and how insignificant it was to you.

i wanted to vent it all on twitter, but as more and more memories of the incidents flooded the corner of my brain that i thought i had hidden so well, even from myself, came back to me, i felt that i have the need to vent it all, so here it is.

i'm going to copy down the tweets, so bear with it even though you might have seen it on my twitter page and facebook wall.

i pretended not to hear because i wanted to escape. but now, i will face it, and you shall swallow back your words. also, i did not want to be mean to you. i am still hurting now though, and tears come to my eyes when i think of what you had said.

it isn't because i had forgiven you. i wanted to forget it. because we are friends.

i was angry then, but it was not only at your insensitivity. i was angry at myself; i knew that you were right. i still remember the words and time when you said what you said. but i will not say it here. because i don't want you to apologize. i don't want your apology to prove that it is useless; i will never forget what you said and i will never forgive you.

there were certain boundaries that you should never had crossed. i know that you did not think that you would have hurt me. and i didn't stop you from hurting me. because i am a coward. i didn't want to say that that was my weakness. i didn't want you to know that i was and still am afraid.

but now, i will face it. no matter how much suffering i would go through because of it. and i would never tell you who you are. because, i know, that would be the time that i would hate you forever.