10.17.2009

you got me twisted.♥

you know what?

i never loved you.
you gave me pains in the shoulder.
didn't really miss you, but...

i'm grateful that you were there.
with me and my bad moments.
helping me carry stuff.
my, wasn't that gentlemanly?
and bearing it all when i stuffed anger and tiredness into you.
you were sweet, never showing frustration.
or maybe its cause you were emotionless.
and...maybe.
just maybe
i held a liking for you.
but you're gone. aww. NOT
so don't you for a second get to thinking you are irreplaceable.
http://www.k-bar.ch/fr/wp-content/uploads/2008/10/rip.jpg you didn't last that long anyway. but here's a tablet. just for you. and this k-bar thing which for some reason is here.
http://www.nowdiscountshoes.com/images/Zzz-Dasha-Shoulder-Bags-Black-Womens-Designer.jpgwell, you weren't as fashionable. maybe cause you were pretty outdated?

and here's my new fb ( not facebook, and not the inverse of boyfriend, but, my fabulous bag =D)


TADA!!! chio anot? maybe u think not. explaination: cause it isn't my new bag lolz.
my new bag is brown.
part leather, part fabric.
but wholly nice =D
and its a birthday gift!
guys, don't worry, its gonna with me like everywhere. maybe i'll bring it along with me to pee when there's no one looking after it in class.
so...feel free to chip in!
so its not that taxing on jzzdy + tay + darling abby's wallet.

she was real sweet =D
like today we went shopping in BUGIS STREET.
then my tummy wasn't digesting anything.
so it was bloated with water-.- (made me look fugly)
then we went to stuff my tummy with solid so it will feel better.
and it did =D for a while. came back again. stupiak. -.-
then bloated. so we went to camp at random places.
like the toilet, beside the sink.
the stairs. where ppl were smoking.
the baby's room in the toilet. kinda embarrassed when coming out.
she was crapping with me and made me feel better.

while i waited to puke.

but never did lols.
thanks to her company
and she paid $42.90 for the bag! =O
love her and jzzdy + tay for promising to chip in. and being there when someone threw my bag away.

loves:
nen for being lovely about my birthday, the gift, and the surprise (hmm, not exactly lol) she's going to give me on friday. and also angry at the person that dumped my bag.

abby. for all reasons.

jzzd. for being real concerned!

y. for suggesting kbox. or was it abby? lols, luv ya anyway.

giselle. for feeling for me and also about the bag that was dumped.

zahin. for asking me if i was depressed lol.

and everyone that's going to wish me happy birthday on 25th october 2009!!! (you better do so -.^ lols, willingly though) but dun message during midnight plox. when i'm sleeping.