omg, vampire knight is starting to get boring!!!
and i'm going crazy frm freaking out at the mountain of the homework tt i haven't started doing...
cos i dun have the mood to do it!
every, every, stupid day, i wake up, play com, get bored, play the psp, get bored, read comics, get hooked on, get tired, watch cds, get tired, then i sleep...
and ya, that's cause, i'm in msia, getting surrounded by these sweet devils...T.T, XD

im going to be back in spore on the 26 ;)
but sry guys, no time to fo out cause of all the hw!
but if someone is kind enuf to let me copy his maths hw (darren),...y not go kbox and shopping;)

ok, dunno wat to say, blehs, can't stay 2 long in the cybercafe( $.$)
i'll update soon;) when i'm back in spore

i was listening to a song, and chanced upon this comment
this guy, he said he lost his parents and is now living at his fren's house and he wanted ppl to comment him.

i think this guy simply wants pity...
ok, i noe i sound freaking rude right here, but, y does dis guy want ppl to comment him?
wat does he want ppl to say?
like, u r so pitiful?
its downright weird!

i mean, wats happened had already happened.
so wat if u dun have parents?
at least u have your fren's parents, u have a roof over your head, and u r not starving.
(u even have a com to listen to a song and comment!!!)
think about the ppl tt dun have parents, dun have decent food to eat.
so stop sounding so depressed and get on with your life.
how far can u go if u rely on pity?
maybe this guy wants ppl to empathize and blahs, but so wat if u r young, just study, grow up, work, earn money, and have a family of your own!

maybe i'm emotionless, some ppl said tt b4, but anyway, survival is all about relying on yourself .
i totally can't stand ppl who just get depressed over a problem, start crying, and don't find a way to salvage it.
its like, stupid.
tts y i can't stand ppl who keep crying...

just stand on your 2 feet and get on with your life!

ugh, i finally vented my anger^^

after tagging, and spamming Darren's cbox, i decided to post this out of gratitude:)

thx to Darren, Hin Ho, John, Zheng Guang and Zhi Han:)
they got me a $20 Gundam figurine...
cause i luv fixing things!:)

Guess how i noe the price?
Darren 4got to rip off the price tag...lols
thx to the 1 & 2e5 guys nya!!!
hehes
and special thx to Hin Ho...
cause i'm not close to u and u bothered to chip in:)
in memory, we nv really tok...
all i rmb was tt i took some delicious pocky frm u in class, hahas:)
It seems tt we are on the 'just innocent classmates' level...
hope 2 noe u better:)

Oh no, i need to do chinese de hw and pass it on to youli...
ugh, later then do:)

my birthday!

lol, accidentally pressed enter=.-
and posted an empty blog...
anyway, 2day is my bd!
its been 10 days since my last post.
not 2 long, i would say:)
tho i'm sure paulina would scream if she sees this, and say," it's damn long lar!"

haha
got the killer heels
its a gift-frm nen.
go to exits, and support her blog after reading this, lols
i measured it...8cm!!!!!!!!
o.O'''x100
then, i felt the pangs of pain after crossing the road in them.
walk until damn slow!
haha, but i really really like it:)
then we took the bus home...
i tot got 190, but in the end dun have, so i toook to bukit panjang and took lrt and then took bus home again.
the bus ride home was rocky. lol
i was standing.
walao, almost killed due to inba...
i estimate that i can walk only 50m in these heels.
trying to train in them.

and guess how i'm spending my birthday?
rotting at home T.T
but my bro went out, so i can use it 4 a longer period of time:)
and almost every1 online wished me happy bd^^
cause of my pm, lols

woke up feeling moody...
cause no one ask me go out T.T
but i dun wan ask anyon go out, so tts the reason y i'm rotting!!!
ZC and darren posted as their pm, happy birthday to serene , aww, how sweet!
thx, darren! frens 4ever, lols
but zhi cheun and i not close sia, can't say frens 4eva...T.T
am i 2 direct here? lols, wateva, i'm oways direct, or so my frens tell me...
pai sei!! but i dun mind if we can be frens:)


i guess im feeling better now:)
wat a nice way to feel better thru writing:)

new post in a long time, lols

ok, since there's nothing to blog about, i'd cheat this time and just post my grades(^^)'''

english-B3

higher mothertongue-C5 ( i always write out of point in all exams...hopefully my 'o' levels won't be 2 bad!)

chemistry-C6

physics-C5

elective geography-B3

combined humanes-unknown, lol, didn't have a chance to look at it

additional mathematics-A1

elementary mathematics-A1

principle of accounts-A1

L1R5- 14--16
after deduction(JC)-10--12
(poly)-7-9

and i'm currently a fan of jessica alba and hayden christensen:)
they're both so hot!
2 bad pretty boys are extinct in our school T.T
no shuai ge...at all!

a few days ago, my mom got lazy and made me knead flour into dough
we were having 'noodles' 4 dinner.
its actually pieces of dough ba?
like handmade noodles, just a different shape

anyway, its really simple.
just mix flour and water!
but its really icky T.T
if u add 2 much water, the dough will become real sticky, and it stuck to my palm...
like a spider web!
then i added way alot of flour, and it turned powderey, lols
so the dough increased, and icreased, and increased...
finally it balanced:)

but it was quite a lot, i ate until i felt sick=.-

birthday celebration

happy birthday, paulina!
went to west coast to celebrate Carina's birthday^^

played with a 'mini flying fox'...
so fun~ but the sand was scorching hot, then nen lian, carina and i were shouting, ' ow!'

and jessica and yan yan were the more intelligent ones that remembered to wear their shoes on2 the sand...T.T got a lil bit of sunburn, but my skin very tough, won't peel:)

went to eat mac...

the wasabi burger looked so disgusting...
so i ordered grilled chicken foldover...nice!
the tender meat was melting in my mouth~ok, that was exaggeration, but, oh well, nvm

then, somehow, we got on2 the topic of maggots in the curry packet of mac, omg!
carina received an e-mail about that...
i guess that was the reason y mac decided to use those chilli containers instead of those packets, but i don't understand y there would be maggots in the curry packet...
i mean, how where they...'born' there?
i'm sure they are not created from the curry?
more like some1 sabo mac, if u ask me:(

actually, our main purpose to going to west coast is to ride a bike, or more like nen lian's main purpose, haha
but, there was no more bike rental T.T

there was some go-kart (bet got spelling error, but nvm...its the F1 car, but of cos, way dumber, looking car which have pedals)
we didn't try that out tho, very lol lehs, can't imagine teenagers playing that in a park...

then we tried to play with sand, but...there was no sand along the sea, cos of erosion! i think that was a seawall that we saw...it was beneath the grass, and there was no wire cages, whatever, geog over le:)

budden, nen lian they all say pronounced meander is not oxbow lake!!!!!
walao, 6 marks gone!!!
tho our class got a lot o ppl pei me...=.-

and so, change destination...carina's house!
saw some schoolmates, then carina was like, y nv tuck in ar?
then the guy was like, ay, dun tell mdm tang hor
lols!
haha, i think he very suay, get in2 mrt, immediatly saw head and vice-head prefects, tho jessica is more lenient, and jessica got hand phone le! i so lag, hahas, saved her no. lers:)

got home, waah, whole body ache T.T
exchanged my nasi lemak dinner 4 my mom's curry maggie...
bad choice!
after finish bathing, the noodles were all soggy, and most importantly, there was no meat!
oh no, i'm hungry again, right now =.-

anyway, i going slp lers, there's oral 2morro, need go schoo. but i dunno wat time report, cos paper say 730 report, but i reg no. 17...sian diao!
i go ask some1 then...
nen lin most shiok, reg 2, after preparing 4 the text, she can go in, then the teacher may be more lenient since she's the 1st few...
then can 拍拍屁股就走人...
oh, 2morro go seoul garden celebrate na's bd:)

the last paper--physics!!!

speed is the gradient of a distance-time graph,
velocity is the gradient of a displacement time graph...

its going to be 6, and i'm still on the 23rd page of the physics tb... T.T
but at least i wan't as stressed 4 the chem paper...

acid here, alkali there, omg, i tot i was going to die frm studying 2 much!
hopefully i could get 50 upon 100, hahas

2dae is carina's birthday...wrote in a card 4 her...and she tot i was minli 4 a second, cos she said our hair was alike...=.-

hahas, happy birthday:)

going to spend alot of time having fun once its after the exams:)

hopefully can go kbox--without tay, of cos! he's super irritating...
he narrates when ppl wanna sing, he screams in2 the mike, and he keep playing the same old songs and complain about us listening to only a few songs...and he uses his voice to drown out my voice...

i wanna go kbox with na they all...and let tay rot at home:)

actually go with hu oso can:) just wanna k...

wah, my post this time very colorful nya (^^)'''

gg

i just got hit by the possibility that i might fail poa, a math, chemistry and physics.

can't understand final accounts.

can't do any maths questions 2day.
may stare at the questions and blank out 2morro.

may do the limited questions that i understand in physics and chemistry and emo diao during the exams.

hopefully i won't retain.

ok, my post is getting more and more emo...

just found a nice manga:)

cat street. the beginning was kinda boring,but it evolves in a really nice way...

going to study now.

figured it would be better to fail not so badly than failing badly...
byes~

oh ya, birthdays coming up...

7/10-- carina
9/10--paulina
sometime next week, my grandpa's birthday
23/10--reynard
25/10--my birthday!!!! check out my wantlist:)

reply youli de quiz:)
and, youli's a jie mei, a she, so there's not much error in the qns:-)

1.The person who tagged you is:
youli

2.Your relationship with her:
chord-mate lors, fren, ex

3.Your first impressions of her:
he's very invisible, so i can't rmb

4.The memorable thing he has done for you:
nth lors

5.The most memorable thing she has said to you:
i'm not gonna divulge this^^

6.If he became your lover you will?
again? i dunno

7.If she became your lover, the thing she has to improve on is:don't so boring and lame, and don't keep sticking to me lors, and, DON'T KEEP BEING LATE!

8.If he becomes your enemy, you will:
2 bad 4 him lols? ignore him ba, i ignore ppl i dislike and dun noe well, so ppl out there dun get offended

9.If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
suan him 2 much? but he won't get offended easily lors


10.You want to tell her now:
just use imeem instead of youtube, so u need not keep pulling the bar back to repeat the song...
and find websites with the repeat thingy to press on...


11.Your overall impression of her:
(a) (i) eye very small
(ii) skinier than me--hateful...bioessence!!!!!
(iii) skin too oily
(iv) insider's joke--waterfall leads to plunge pool, then, sao sao
(v) stop finding those very failure babaos
(vi) stop slouching
(vii) no more hunchback =.-
(b) (i) school pants very baggy
(ii) wardrobe--sucks...other than home clothes, shorts, wat else is in there? fabric for xx, fabric 4 oo? sian, just buy some nice, going out de clothes lar!
(iii) just get a nicer figure and nicer clothes=.-
(iv) sling bag? but not those plastic ders? dunno...go orchard or bugis c bas
(v) youli told me to type this...: wear sexier thongs
(c) (i)say things must have more content
(ii) crack funnier jokes
(iii) don't so lame lors
(d) (i) sing song don't keep zao xia
(ii) listen to more songs so u don't stone during kbox lors
(e) (i) learn how to save more money
(ii) give gifts must give nicer than kb, so...bioessence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

1.The person who tagged you is:
its actually youli, but since na wanna c, then paulina lors lol


2.Your relationship with her:
Good friend


3.Your first impressions of her:
nerdy with specs, haha, looked kinda blur


4.The memorable thing she has done for you:
umm...hahas, can't rmb right now


5.The most memorable thing she has said to you:
there was the sec 2 class photo thingy, and she wrote, u r a beautie, and everyone has a backbroke mountain in him/her ( i think it means homosexual streak)


6.If she became your lover you will:
dump her? hahas, i dunno? she's a nice person but i dun think i will fall 4 her =.-


7.If she became your lover, the thing she has to improve on is:
don't so violent...


8.If she becomes your enemy, you will:
Make her become my fren again (so traditional ans =X)




9.If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
i dunno? i think she's rarely offended by her frens ba?





10.You want to tell her now:
nth?





11.Your overall impression of her:
Nice lols





12.How do you think people around you feel about you:
kinda slow?
(addon: weird!!!) by paulina :D




13.Characters you love yourself:
Dunno wat qn toking...haha, i take it as characteristics tt u like about yourself : umm...nth?neutral lors





14.Characters you hate yourself:
link to qn 13...umm...not nice thighs and bao bao lian! so bioessence:)





15.The most ideal person you want to be is:
umm, means something like idol mahs? wateva...nice figure, great brains lor?





16.For people who cares and loves you, say something to them:
umm...hate saying mushy things, but u get the idea:)


17.Pass this to 10 random people that comes to your mind:
huh, pass, sian, i com idiot, dunno how to pass=.- but anyway,

1.umm...hard to think...ah, reynard, but he no blog? i dunno
2. nen lian, she got blog. hahas
3. yanting
4.carina
5.jessica
6.yan yan ba?
7. sian, dunno liaos, look at my msn contacts then...umm...darren
8.feng can
9.can't say hinho, taken by youli liaos...maggie
10. christella

18. Who is 6 having a relationship with?

dunno, dn't think she has now

19.Is 9 a male or female?

female.y the qns so senseless!?

20.If 7 and 10 is together, is it a good thing?

no way!

21.What is 2 studying about?

umm...dun really noe wat it asking, so triple science lors

22.When is the last time you chat with 3?

long time ago

23.What kind of music does 8 like?

haha, i dunno...

24.Does 1 have siblings?

ya, lots!

25.Will you woo 3?

no...

26.What about 7?

dun wan=.-x100000000000000000, he got HER anyway^^

27.Is 4 single?

Dunno, most probably not

28.What is the surname of 5?

poh.

29.What is the hobby of 10?

listening to music?haha, i dunno

(no question 30.)

31.What is 2 studying at?

a school? got grammatical error mahs? where would be scss lors

32.Say something about 1.

horny and SOMETIMES considerate

33.Have you ever tried developing feelings for 8?

huh, can try de ar? hahas, no bas, but he's above average lors (looks), in our school tt is

34.Where does 9 live at?

dunno.

35.What color does 4 like?

blue, pink?

36.Are 5 and 1 Best friends?

no, but i think they can get along

37.Does 1 have pets?

No.didn't see any at his house

38.Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?

LOL! no way!

39.What is 10 doing now?

at this time? hahas, could be bathing, eating, studying, with her bf...how i noe!? i'm not a stalker, lame qn!

A lot of theings happened yesterday:)

1. I wore the 'sort of jacket thingy' out. it was black and sort of like a mini female suit.

anyway, after i passed the chinese papers to youli, i asked 4 his opinion. he said it was ok.

You see, i always have doubts in my mother's fashion sense...
sometimes she buys really nice clothes 4 me like this jacket and some feminine clothes which i would not buy on my own, but, sometimes there are disasters...

e.g. a blue shirt with ultraman on it( yes, during my secondary school life, when i was 14!!)

and a plain red t-shirt with a yellow collar and hem which she thought was equally good, and which i ought to wear 4 new year!

totally hated that!

i mean, who at this age would want to wear deprived childhood items like ultaman ( note: ULTRAMAN!!!) and something like a typically macdonald-styled t-shirt???

2. i bought colored contacts:) (big smile) i dunno what other things would bring out my mood but anyway, big smiles~
i'm a total idiot at these codes or emoticon thingys

haha, i bought 2 different colors!
i actually wanted green and grey,
but i bought misty grey and romantic violet in the end (there's no stock of green T.T)

oh well, there goes my chance of acting like a mixed blood...
i thought that green contacts and my brown hair would somehow make me look like a mix...

3. realised that yen loong's birthday is on the 30th of september...

somebody, a good friend of yen loong's, namely christopher tay jun xiang told me that his birthday is on 25th of september-.-( which was coincidentally hilary's birthday )...

lol!

then he said he would invite me if there's a party:) (big smiles)

haha, then he asked if having a belated birthday party after the exams would be weird, then i was like, no! it would be more fun:)

but if in the end don't have party, i would most likely
emo diao:(

eh, this time like blog long long, dunno how to end, hahas,then i anyhow end lors
:D

I'm falling in love with MaRiOn RaVeN all over again! :)

marion raven is so chio and cool!
she started with marit larsen in a band and went solo.
she rocks as much as she did when she was in m2m, but she's not that successful now T.T
but i'm her fan! (currently anyway) :)
ok, talk on her is over...
i want to add something more to my wantlist...
cos i'm lazy to buy stuff my own, haha
but then SOMEBODY will definitely say something about it , so nvm, i ownself go buy...
oh ya, IMPORTANT NOTICE: i only accept bio essence frm ch6rds! ^^

anyway, 2day de a maths test sucked!
cos ms wu taught us some new property, then i everything rong T.T
budden it's not counted :)
na got 88!
then ms wu ask us hu want the test to not be counted to sit, then ya, majority wins, test not counted!!!!
but na p1 not tt gd, so she oso considered luky tt the test was not counted...

then youli ask me i wan study again at the tuition centre tt we went to last time, then i was like, NO!
haha, cos i'm not study material. i go there study, 30 min later i totally SiAn DiAo...
and i was super lonely lars, nobody tok 2 me b4 you li come...
tt s2p*d tay tok only to his frens then i nth to do except 4 my work...
which i obviously dun wanna do
haha,you li my saviour! :)

and i'm not gonna touch sci...
only geog! :)
cos if study hard, i may get an A!!!

my bro come back, surrender com liaos...
maybe i will post soon again this week?
check 4 any new post on my blog^^

went studying with you li and tay...
VERY BORING!!!
didn't study much anyway...
haha, then i went to youli and tay's house.
youli house has a dusty balcony and dying plants...
his com screen looks cool:) and he has this beatbox headphone plus mike thingy that tay wanted to buy...he's gonna take it as a mike, and sing at home, instead of going to kbox...LOL!
and i didn't get a chance to go in2 tay's room...
and tay's 14 yr old bro looks like a typically short 10 yr old...
he's kinda cute and plump, like a bear!

then i went to jurong point to search 4 colored contacts.
very ex! about $35 to $42 for a pair of monthly contacts...
i'm gonna ask luqman about his $20 a month colored contacts:)

the test 2day was sucky~

there was the 'cheat cheat', but it didn't help much; most of it was about trigo fundamentals... but i passed-.-; nothing to be happy about it anyway...
and i thought i got an A1 at first, budden, keep reducing marks...sighs...gg liao!

and i lazy to blog... so kinda long never post.

added something to my want list:)
go check it out...

so sian~
bought new shoes ytd~
its orange 4 1 side and black 4 the other.
$7 only, cheap!
and i bought it only cos my shoe strap broke, haha, i saved the image in my fone...
but dun have the cable thingy to put fotos in my com...

then went home. raining...VERY CREEPY!
it was cold, and soooo dark!
then tay and i walked frm the bustop to my lift there...
then he keep saying...qiang qiang (ella's dead dog - there's another story behind this)
then i scared, then i waited outside the lift cos i scared mah...then i told tay, i'm going to wait 4 some1 2 pei me go up the lift, i was serious lo!
haha, then he pei me go up
arrived home happy and safe^^

updated my wish list!

haha, i want lots of things!
i still rmb last year we did a puzzle 4 yan ting...
i totally want puzzles! check out my wish list...:P
anyway, i must mention this: NEVER EVER GIVE ME THINGS THAT ARE ALREADY FIXED! I WOULD CRY IF ITS FIXED! HAHA, DON'T RUIN THE FUN MAHS...COS I GOT LOTSA TIME. CAN PLAY IF I'M BORED:)

and wats rong wif my com???
the screen keeps jumping! how am i supposed to c?
wateva, i'm gonna let my bro use the com and get out!

going to woodlands library study...
teach tay maths.
tt time 2marks qn, use toa cah soh, he dunno how to do-.-'''
cos he say, "use sin and cos rule mah!? y cannot do? i dunno how to do!"
then i realised...its just a simple case of using toa cah soh-.-'''

haha, go out liao~

thx--new blog look!

ok, im a total com idiot.
anyway, thx to jonah and chris tay for putting up with my com idiot-ness and in the end, this( my new blog skin) came up!
although its totally the efforts of tay...( i didn't do anything, paiseh)
thx 4 finding itachi! :)
but pls differentiate between sasuke and itachi
and sry 4 being so picky, but those blogskins really very gay mah!
itachi rox! :)
and not 4getting darren 4 telling me about cbox ( gosh, i really dunno anything!)
haha, and guys, dun 4get to check out my wish list! bdae--25/10

so bored

in the morning i tried to make my blog nice nice, but gave up after making some lil changes... and failed in enlarging the pic on top...
then, totally nothing happened till at night!
went to 日本村 to eat jap food:)
went there 1st time...it has a funny menu-.-'''
they had lotsa counters...dunno how to explain.
anyway, i was damn hungry i ordered lots of stuff!
there's udon, 2 types of fish, 1 agadashi tofu, 2 plates of sushi, fried squid on skewers, and dunno wat else...haha. nice food there,
and i met a waitress there which worked in lot 1 b4... can't rmb her, so pai seh!

at there a saw a guy who was playing dj max portable 1, if he was playing portable 2, i would have went to challenged him! i only got like, 70 wins?
my brother had 147 wins at a time!
and i realised, i can't clear missions anymore!
guess i can only stay as a pro dj... T.T